“I know when I’m not getting things straight, and I tell them I’m not getting this straight, but they say that’s all right, to go ahead talking. Sometimes they think I’m lying to them, though. I tell them it ain’t me lying, it’s memory lying. I don’t believe that, because the past is still as hard on me as the present, but I tell them that anyway.”
–Eva’s Man by Gayl Jones, pg. 5
In Eva’s Man (1976), Eva gives us and other characters a non-linear, fragmented, and shifting account of her past. Take a few moments to write an account of something from memory, without filling in the gaps or “getting things straight.” Write it as a stream of consciousness, allowing for incomplete sentences and no attention to grammar whatsoever. Just write as things come to you while remembering. Re-read what you wrote. What does your account reveal about the past even though it may be unclear to a reader or, perhaps, even to you?